False promises attract failure

Ive tried to look at the posts ive written in the past but whenever i open them, i cant get past the first sentece. Its pathetic. I cringe like crazy. I'm trying to be one of those people that grows stronger whenever they look back. I try to look back and take pride in my progress/survival, but i cant. I cant even think clearly. Maybe its true, maybe this was the darkest part of my life. Not in some obscure/dark way, but in a pathetic embarrasing way. I was a faggot. Not a man that loves another man, but a faggot. A despicable creature. And so it ends, my life on the internet is no more. Im tired of people supporting my weaknesses, one of the many things wrong with this world. Im alive not because i was strong, but because of society's pity for the weak. But no matter, im still alive and so ill show the world what they've created. This post marks the death of the sensitive daniel. The naive eduardo. the lovable lalo. The trustworthy danny. The loyal Ed. The protective Eddy. Today a new character takes over the stage. The heartless one. The physical one. Name? He has no name.

Sometimes you have to do it wrong

Like a phoenix. Everything that happened has lead up to this week. This is it. This is a very important time for me. Its time to do it backwards.