Tylernol Overdose (lol)

Weird things have been happening lately. Alot of strange coincidences and unfinished connections have been invading my personal space. I know its extremely immature to blame my life's problems on someone else, but i can't help but wonder if he has something to do with my recent struggles. I mean, I know he probably doesn't even think twice about me, but idk, something's not right. Perhaps he can manifest his thoughts like me. Just a bit more efficiently than I, since i seem to suck at it. I mean, Mackey wouldnt say something like that, at least not with that word usage. And why is everyone getting together and sitting at the front, leaving me a good 5 empty rows behind? My Lit teacher starting a lesson about heaven and hell then asking me about my trip to the underworld (im hoping it was a joke) The kids in math trying to "jokingly" cut my hair with scissors even though my hair is extremely short? (the symbolism of scissors) Why did the counselor say that? just the right combination, perfect timing to make me feel. She never used to do that. Then there was that smile. It wasnt a normal smile, I've seen him barely move his lips to smile and that day it was an enourmous grin from ear to ear. A mocking smile. Then there was the anonymous call to my family about me being taken to jail (wtf i know). To atlanta, the place i was thinking of going a few weeks ago to run away (no real reason, something just kept telling me to run away) and the place i visited today. These "coincidences" only seem to happen when im feeling "depressed". Maybe because im in between worlds and i can pick up energy more easily, or maybe because he only strikes when my defenses are down. Idk this is all just too weird, too crazy to be believed. What does he have against me anyway? I mean all i said was i wanted to know. maybe this is his way of telling me. Maybe this is his way of pushing me away. Maybe, just maybe i took it too far. I crossed the line and hes fighting the intrusion. But maybe...no..Hopefully im just being paranoid and nothing is going on, but then again...idk something feels off. Whatever, it doesnt really matter what happens next since the worst is in the past. Moving on is my next goal.