After the storm, the sun will shine

So here we are, back where we started. A little wiser, but still a fool. I'd love to talk about what was going on in my head while i was drunk but its not really interesting. I was pretty much just careless, living in the moment, the future completely obscured by the warm ecstasy that ran through my veins like a bold stallion. Even though i was pretty much clueless, i still had my other working behind the scenes. For 30 minutes I convert. For 1 hour I become. For 2 hours I crumble. For 4 hours I indulge. It was a pretty fun experiment, something Id love to try again in the future but something that is best left for special ocassions. As for the moment, i feel pretty good. While in the drunken state, my mental defenses were down and my other was able to break the bindings that held his energy, then they were stored in the pendant that i had been working on for the past couple of days. I think im ready. no. I know im ready. I can go back now. How does it work? Its just a simple protection pendant but i stored some of my energy on it (for control) and then i used his energy to create a shield. Its kind of like, using his own energy against him. Sort of like a magnetic field around me but it only affects his energy, meaning he cant influence me and i cant influence him. Im going to miss him though, i know he was a pain in the ass but he made everything else fade away. Oh well... this is for the best. Im changing my classes too, just because i cant feel him anymore doesnt mean hes not there. Im thinking of joining art, and im not entirely sure if i want to change my lunch period yet. ill think of something.